I am not the person I have been years ago and certainly not the person I have been in the near yesterday..I have changed, sometimes, because of life but mostly because I wanted to.
When I was young and relatively immature, I wished that I will never change. I loved myself as it was, I wanted to be loyal to who I were and resisted change..Until one day I realised that change is good..That a better me is never a betrayal to who I am because who I am would want to grow, to improve, to rise, to better itself and that kind of change is loyalty in practice..To be loyal to yourself to let it be what it is destined to be..
And, I have learnt that it takes a lot to embrace that change to the better is never going to change the core of my soul..Change meant that the mistakes of yesterday are not going to define who I am today..That mistakes will be lessons, and I have made quite a few from which I grew…Change meant that hope does exist..The opportunities I have missed, the things I have not done and the things I did not become before can no longer be disappointments, but, an understanding of what my soul would wish for and will not miss again when more opportunities come my way, and opportunities are certainly to come as long as I keep breathing…
I have learnt that change is good but it is difficult..As difficult as going through labour..But, labour gives birth to a new soul and a new life worthy of being cherished and embraced..I have learnt that the more difficult change is , the more lessons I will learn, so with change I have embraced the difficulties. Through pain, tears and suffering I have become a better me each time..
I have learnt that I might not change to what I wish for sometimes, but, that as long as I can recognise this, I am safe…I can change one more time..A failed trial means there is a chance for an outstanding discovery..
I have embraced the cycle of change…an endless journey..a painfully beautiful path..but, I have learnt that to go through it and to get the best out of it, I must learn love…To let love come my way and to let love come from within me to the world..To accept love however it is offered to me and to give love just as my soul decides to let it be born…I have learnt that to love myself and to love others is to give the core of me the opportunities to make change the best experience and a mean to be the best of me..
Happy everyday to the soul of me and welcome to CHANGE!
When they change, let them be! Hold their hands to be the best they can become or just let them be!
Notes from December the 24th 2017
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