I collected my post as I entered the building and I could spot my aunt’s hand-writing. I opened it before I enter and found that she has sent me a card immediately after a phone call we shared with warm and kind words. I thought this was a very thoughtful gesture and I told myself that I want to share that with my one in the future. A real love letter with a rose, perfume and one’s own handwriting!
The day was busy and tough and at some points I hoped that the end of it will come soon. The bus concluded it with a cancelled trip and another diverted one. Grateful for the free NHS staff ticket for January 2022 but I am very likely to return to cycling tomorrow! With apprehension! 😩
What do you do when you miss someone you never had?! I send a prayer their way: May you be happy, may you be a force of love and kindness, and may you be at peace!
I wish I could do more!
This morning I remembered an application that has been advertised in some of the YouTube videos I was watching. I did not pay attention but it turned out my mind did! So today I hoped to do something different and when I woke up from sleep and before leaving my bed, I searched for it, downloaded it and put it to use! To feed a child for a whole day, all you need to pay is £0.80!
https://apps.apple.com/gb/app/sharethemeal-charity-donate/id977130010
When I was a teenager, I found an ad for Philips watches. A dad lying on a sofa-bed and his young boy lying over him. They were both comfortable, peaceful and happy. I torn the page off the magazine and saved it with my precious stuff. It travelled with me for more than 10 years and stayed with me for at least 15 years. I lost it in my flat now but I am sure that it is hidden somewhere with the rest of my papers. When I saw this painting today my heart longed. I do not know why the warm relationship between a father and a son touches me that much. I hoped once or more that if I am ever with someone that I would see him this way with our son! (Hoping no one reading this knows me! 🤭😅)
https://www.artstation.com/trembachm
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